It's way too late to be doing this and I was way too tired at work today not to already be in bed. It's not been a good week for staying on track, so lets just get it over with.
1. Food at home continues to be great. At work I broke my rules most days last week. This week i'm trying to get back on track but for safety reasons I think I need to introduce an extra cup of coffee mid-afternoon if i'm as tired as I am some days. Truth is, it does help me to stay awake when driving. As for what possessed me to buy vending machine style snacks so much last week, that was the hunger I spoke of. I have changed the lunch a little to try to fix this.
2. I am SO pissed off with this fucking poker game right now. I couldn't be on a worse run of luck. What hurts me the most is that without fail every time i'm in a late in tournament last ditch high blinds all in, my opponent not just catches in the middle, but starts with fucking gold, every single fucking time. I'm definitely addicted to this game, because i'm not remotely enjoying it anymore. It's not just this but the fact that if I'm trying to play anything to do with a king, an ace will always show up. When I started playing Facebook poker I believed it was suspicious just how much high cards showed up. I got over this, but now i'm wondering again. I'm seriously considering extending my rule on this piece of shit game to the weekends.
3. My camera went nowhere.
4. I touched base last weekend and will this weekend. This one continues to be fine. I haven't initiated any weeknight events successfully, although I did try two weeks ago, failing, which may be what's putting me off.
5. It's decided. My song writing rule must change. I have hooked up with an ex band member who is now writing the lyrics to my existing songs. FUCK ME I'M IN A BAD MOOD OVER THAT STUPID POKER GAME AND THE FACT THAT I STILL HAVE A VERY SORE THROAT FROM A BOUT OF SICKNESS 10 DAYS AGO AND I WANT TO GO TO BED BUT I STILL HAVE TO IRON A SHIRT BEFORE THAT HAPPENS! Right, yes, the rule is now simple. I will spend a minimum of two hours every week actively working on my music, and my recording abilities. The exact nature of this is less important, but I will describe how I put the time in here to show it's happening. I'll decide after a bit if this is enough time or too easy.
6. Still no work goals to stick to.
7. My mind is winding back up to this. After a month or so of trying to not think about it I can feel it annoying me again, but as far as this week goes, i've only given it a small amount of thought.
I'm sure nobody ever taught me that an I used with an apostrophe mid-sentence requires capitalisation. Just looking around it's clearly the case, but I really don't think it was ever mentioned to me.
8. No exercise for most of the week but I did bike for 55 minutes tonight. Not the most strenuous ever but it felt good to get back on there. I still don't think I should go swimming yet until my head recovers a little more, but I will get back on the weight bench this week.
Not a good week. Getting a new TV was cool but watching too much TV always leaves me in a poor frame of mind. I didn't do that today, but I did do it yesterday and it hasn't really gone away yet. Better post next week hopefully. I'm off to iron a shirt. It will take 5 minutes but it will feel like 25.
I HATE FACEBOOK POKEr!
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